Due to the fact that I keep everything to myself, I am feeling down again. This time it was worst, I could hide my emotions till the rest were up in the bus, I walked away from the interchange with my happy mask removed.
And I think that I have lost my ability to speak fluently.
Classes today was ok. Took bus 18 with fish instead of the usual bus 8 because we were running late for classes. Stopped at Tampines Safra, but bus 23 was full, so we walked to school from there. Entered LT 44 as quietly as I could, but then I threw my bag to the empty seat next to mine. So much for being quiet.
Yesterday's Ndp rehearsal was better compared to the previous rehearsal. I could feel it. Everyone was eager to perform. But once we stepped into the plastic covered field, our "gan chiong-ness" got hold of the 1200 of us. Everybody's timing was different, the lighting show went blink blink instead of the BLINK! effect we should have. Darn! Why we could not get it right? We can get scraped from the show you know?
And I think that I have lost my ability to speak fluently.
Classes today was ok. Took bus 18 with fish instead of the usual bus 8 because we were running late for classes. Stopped at Tampines Safra, but bus 23 was full, so we walked to school from there. Entered LT 44 as quietly as I could, but then I threw my bag to the empty seat next to mine. So much for being quiet.
Yesterday's Ndp rehearsal was better compared to the previous rehearsal. I could feel it. Everyone was eager to perform. But once we stepped into the plastic covered field, our "gan chiong-ness" got hold of the 1200 of us. Everybody's timing was different, the lighting show went blink blink instead of the BLINK! effect we should have. Darn! Why we could not get it right? We can get scraped from the show you know?
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