don't misunderstand me

30.4.06

What a boring day!
nothing seems to fill with gay
nothing I done made me glad
clad in sorrow is all I'm left of
cause of saddness is still unknown.
What could be more dangerous?
Thy I sing and make merry
to keep myself save and cheery
But all I know is I would die of my unknown.

29.4.06

Dear Lady mysterious,

How are you doing now? Hope you are adapting well in your new school. Didn't heard from you for a week, thus I decided to dedicate this post to you.

Well, I think I miss you. This time is real, not the usual meaningless I miss you via the msgs. I miss the fun we had, the times we spent together, and the times we made each other confused.

You gave me some first times. An real april's fool joke. Lunchs and shopping trips. I don't think I will have those if we didn't noe each other.

Hope u will still remember me, because I get the feeling that our relationship has changed for the worst.

Well, most importantly, take care of your health. I do not want to run to the hospital. Take care and irritate me sometimes please.

Yours truly
Bird.

24.4.06

Yo Wassap ppl! Got the TP super cheering fever! LOL!

Ok, down to business, I did not blog for more then 4 days up to date.

My introduction goes;
Hi! guys, I'm xin hui a.k.a bird from bedok view, and i closed down the scouts troop in my school. But then don't call me bird, when u guys are more familiar with me that call me bird.
The class when : HI BIRD!

HAIz.....

3 days of orentation activities at TP, engineering school. First day; when to school with fish, took bus 8 and when down to school. Met the rest at the bus stop and we shagged till we are almost late. Chionged down to our various Lecture Theatre, and slacked there as wel. Sad lah.. Me, junhao and nuru went to different classes. Haiz.... Then moved off to bah and bah.

Second day, went for breakfast with jean at tampines interchange. Got communication break down and misunderstanding, thus the ever-so-blur me was sleeping at the wrong macdonald's
Slept at the interchange's mac for about 20 mintues, saw a few school girls chionging to school, saw some familiar faces. Then called her again; the mac after interchange lah! Changed my current song to blink 182's down and started chionging to the tune of down down down....
Saw jean's friend karen( her primary school friend, btw, suling says she is very chio, but I don't think so, is just chio only, not very chio.) Then ate my breakfast of fish-o-filet student meal, jean suddently spotted a group of her friends from her primary school friends. Then the girls on my side told me; eh, that XX's butt very jiao right? LOL! true, but then I'm eating, ladies! Took bus 23 to school, and met more of her friends. Rushed immediaty down from the bus to my temporay classroom. The class was chirpy! They went; HELLO! GOOD MORNING! What a nice thing to do! When back early as I got NDP training that day, I never pang sei BIE I0604 hor!

Third day, which is the last day; Chionged to school with fish. Went up to holding classroom and practiced our engineering school cheers with the other classes from our course. BE ENERGIC FRESHMENS! Then went to the Bio engenes clubroom to collect our course books and when back to class for lunch. Then off we go for interschool competitions! ENGIN WILL WIN THE WAR! ENGIN GOT ALL THE HORSE, BUSINESS GOT ALL THE WOARSEs!( just anti business slogan only, no offence.) AS GOT ALL THE CORN, IT GOT ALL THE PORN! ( true lah! HAHAHA! ) In the end business won. When to dance and hop after it, When off with the usual girls sufong, suling and jean. Actually walked there with yin cheng, yiling and one friend I did not know. Then came john, devin, bao and zheyang too. Danced to the grove ppL! When off to the CPF building after that, watched the people from centis of FOC played handiplast, sadistic game! haha! poor sufong and jean got red, blue and black patches on their thighs! John too!

Sent jean back home after it, helped her chased cat which followed us like her mother. And I wanted to walk home from her place lah! It rained like 5 mins i started walking there. zZzzZ I took a cab home and bathed and when online for a while.

Saturday; Woke up feeling rather dry. Soon junhao msged me, lunch at fu lin! WAH so long never go! MUST GO! Saw sufong again and i laughed at her thighs! HAHA! When to han chih's to sing and play! When to my 4 division dissusion meeting after that. Dinnered with the fui yoong and went to blk 85 there.

Sunday! SENTOSA! I'm red and dry lah! Had fun there! too much to write so i choose not to write. Never throw jean into the water lah! Last trip never, this trip also never. I MUST throw her before she starts attending lessons at TP's sentosa tourism adcadamy! THE WHOLE PALAWAN beach was flooded with TP FOC/FOW people lAH! ( i go there extra only! HAHA!)
When for dinner at the habourfront mall's pastamania! When to bugis to find jean and sufong. Crazy girls! ( haiz... dont want to say liao.)

TOday! First day of school! I was late! As usual! Human Anotopy and physology first! Then Effective comutications, then Digital fund, LUNCH! THen CKT! Then D fund lec then engin maths tuition and home!

17.4.06

Save me from this nightmare! I couldn't sleep for more than 7 hours. I seriously need sleeping pills. haha... No sleep = full of nonsense.

Just realized I got a very mono life. Nothing is in it. Just 3 names to myself, some cute looking gundam toy models, some books, and nothing much. No big achievement in my life, no bronzes, no slivers, no golds, no participation in sports. No love to speak of, no courageous acts to mention of, no acts of bravery worthy of a medal.

I'm just a simple me.

All I got is a family, some friends, some toys, some gadgets, some senses.

But no life changing mission, no encouraging of others.

It has been a lousy life, and I hate it sometime.
YoZ! just crapped out a R & B song out of my head. This goes out for all the couples out there( this song is in parts and pieces.)

Oh lady mysterious, could you tell me all your troubles..?
Something's bothering you and I could feel it. it's true..
Guiding you through the dance floor,
letting all your sorrow pour

Oh lady mysterious, I'm in love with you.

( the starting and middle part is missing.)

Ending
Oh baby, you put the wrong spell on me...
your little smile makes me melt...
making me fall in love with you.

16.4.06

Wah, I'm that hiong! Left from Yew Tee Mrt Station early to get back to east side. Then I was pissing all the water from my bladder in the toilet at Simei Mrt, my phone rang; HELLO ANGEL, HELLO ANGEL, Yes I love U ........

Shit!

Helloooooooo? Yeh? Supper at Soka there huh? Ok, coming over right now!

Rushed there in 16 minutes.

Went to the back of the Mrt station, located the overhead bridge that I never used before. Followed the Mrt tracks, explored the urban terrain of tar, stones, cement and grass. Nodded my head in the rhythm of the music from the MacDonald delivery guy on his bike. Looked out for familiar landmarks. O found that freaking place!

Eh! Nobody! Hello? Hello? No response. Try other person. Hello? Hello? Eh? Finding your dear huh? -.-... Yah la yah la...

Wah still at school??

Chionged to Tp.

Saw them in red. The rest when home. So I'm left with jean.

OK supper! =)

Walked back to St 81. Suppered and sent her home. And I walked back to Simei! HAHA

toughly covered 3.6km ++ ( if a car from my house to St 81 takes 10mins, then do your maths. I took 30 mins to get home.)

Home at last, legs felt shioooook!

15.4.06

Post no.3 dedicated to jean.

Aiyo, blur me. But then lucky I never join the camp, the games are not decent ( the ogls say, when will our games be decent?) LOL!. Then I will be there, shy and dao at the same time!

Poor thing ah, headache, ankle pain, food is so little and bad, and your clothes have gone smelly...

But you will be back in your bed tonight! Hope you look forward for it!

Can't wait for school to start! And what I told you about the bed monsters are true! HAHA, somebody as big as me also can get _____ of them too!

Hope to meet you guys soon bah!

14.4.06

Post no.2 dedicated to jean. =)

Told her over phone that I will publish 3 entries for her. Wah, and how I miss the people at Tp freshiee orientation camp lor!

Aiyo, poor girl... Can't seem to eat till her fill at Tp, and her ankle still hurts from the sentosa's adventure.( sentosa was fun, LOL, I threw sufong and suling into the water, jean somehow escaped by rolling on the sand and I couldn't grab her...)

And it is raining now! So the how's the camp going now?

Was scaring her yesterday about Charlotte, the bone breaking and the stomping of the roof tops. And in the end scared myself too. ( zzZ have to listen to blink 182, yes 933 and the tv mobile radio broadcast to me me forget about the mechanical nurse.)

In the end she got 3 hours of sleep and still left hungry, I guess the people there too have this problem!

She was telling me, bao did not bathe again. Sufong and bao gang up together to do something evil to us I guess.

Jazreel and John is in the same group. LOL!

Aiyo still raining, nevermind, you still have my umbrella. =)
Post no. 1 dedicated to jean.( she not dead mind u, not a memborial post.)

Got to know me because of my camera.

Used to know me as a super dao guy. Fierce and gets angry out of no reason. ( I'm just not shy to show my rage only.)

Just brought my camera and decided to test it out on photo-taking day, took random photo shots of my classmates and some solo pictures. Then continued to bring on special days on the school calendar.( took photo of Mr goh and the class, bah and bah)

But I never lend her once. ( or did I? haha.. Eh, I got lah)

In the end, got to know her better. But it started differently lah!

At first, jean; I hate you!

me; why?!
jean; don't want to teach me mahjong and scold me!

me; oh shit! ( all the flower language appears)

I don't remember when and how it changed back to friendly terms. But I'm gald it did!




12.4.06

Aiyo... very sian.

When to bv yesterday, and it turns out that the certificates are not ready or does not exist at all. Miss Tan was on MC and is was really surprising as we see Miss Tan every school day without fail when we are still at bv. Miss Khoo was also on Mc. Age has started to catch up on them...

Sufong, jean, charissa, hidayat, salwa, john, suhailah, aruna, fatimah, wan kian, rafidah and me was there.

And entering the school grounds is troublesome. It took at least 2 or 3 teachers and school officers to help us enter the school because of some policy adopted to prevent trouble makers from entering the school.

Saw Mr fathul, Mrs Tan and Mr Goh( he changed his watch, the old one spoiled.)

The school has changed alot in many ways.

The next shock I had at school.

The girls have big appetite! Jean ate 2 bowls of noodles, sufong had dessert after lunch.
MONSTERS! hahaha.....

Then when to expo john little sale. The girls want to buy some underwear, so i when home to change out of my sweaty clothes and when back to find them.

Watch movie after that, Fragile. Miss the starting by 20 minutes. so when in,
come out
wah!
shiOK!
HAHA, because i covered my eyes up.

Went for neoprints and took some photos and when home.

The next day..........

when for lunch with jean and sufong at han's, the girls had black pepper chicken and i had chicken and ham.
Then listen to them talking, then took photo, then talk... Then take neoprint again. LOL!
Jean is werid, say need to rush home and still want to take neoprint... haiz... Met up with junhao and we three send her home, saw her didi and we when back to meet up with the rest.

Met up with suling, jazreel, joan and bohan first. Then they went for lunch at pasta's and me and bohan went shopping. OMG bohan spend about $140, and I spend nothing... i wasted my time looking at shoes! HAHAHA!

When to watch Fragile again for the begining part and I was there warning Jazreel about the scary parts beforehand. LOL....

Went to meet up with Jean and suling and joan when home after the movie.

Then was at jh's the playing mahjong. And i agree with u, mahjong makes ppl face chou chou that's why it is so... sian.


This is for jean.

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u see ! i flooded all your name. LOL!

11.4.06

Many things happened since that conversation. HAHA, jazreel got pissed, john was excited, han chih got dragged in, and Bao wants a part of the fun!

and i got tagged! Shit!


if you have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover.do specify the gender.then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages. if you've been tagged, you need not do this again. Qualities not in order of ranking.

start.
gender: female

1) non-smoker, got watch TV? The starhub ad? Smoking each stick shorten your life by at least 11minutes... Thus shorten your time with your loved ones.

2) non-drug abuser, this is the best ah! Later everyday ask money from you, then poke needle here and there, wah, seeing it I want to vomit ah!

3) kind hearted. kind people makes my heart melt.

4)?

5)?

6)?

7)?

lol... sorry for all the ? (s) from 4 to 7... I'm not looking for any char bor yet. =P

next seven bloggers? hmmmm.... none bah... this is a headache.

7.4.06

LOL! This is so funny that I have to tell everybody! This is a conversation between me and junhao over msn.

junhao(jh) : haha. look at jaz nick ( the nick is jaz_chicky faster bathe!)
me(bird) : ok, LOL! HAHA!
jh : she impatient sia.haha. cant wait for hc to bath finish
jh : they hav relationshiP!
bird : LOL!
jh : haha. jaz cant wait for him!
jh : haha!
bird : LOL! hc's house wireless, jaz in the next room, chih in the other room
bird : they use msn to communicate
jh : LOL!
jh : no no.is hc in toilet msn. she at hc room.they use msn communicate.haha

bird : LOL! must be ah!

this is just part one folks!

the next part~~

bird : i must save this! I wan to blog this up!
jh : yES!
jh : zhuan kai also wan to blog it up
bird : yes! must send to him too! then we 2 go blog it
jh : yES!
jh : haha, tell john tat ( john is acting as her lao gong! )
bird : HAHA! i go tell him after im done blogging
jh : HAHA SEE JAZ NICK now

jh : she so happy now!
bird : LOL!
and chicky is cursing at us at the moment. LOL!

5.4.06

My blog seems so dead, so is the owner =(
It has been a few days already and I can't stand it as I watch the time go pass, second after seconds, mintue after another, hour after hour.

Day 1, wake up, eat, sleep, use computer, go watch vcd, sleep.
Day 2, same
Day3, same.

haiz.................

Im so bored!

SAVE ME!

4.4.06

Actually i got nothing to blog this few days. Ok, starting from NDP training @ kranji camp. It was ok, the trainers were clear with their agenda of the day, and they acheived what they wanted for the day. On the other hand, there are so many steps to remember... Haiz...
The training was not tough, is just the MRT ride home, roughy a 55mins ride home. After alighting, I went, wahhhh~~~ im seeing stars!

When to bed "soon" after training.

Then I woke up at 8am for the sunday market at Bedok CC. With my "strong will power" I dragged myself out of bed and bathed, changed and chionged out of my house.

When I reached there, Miss Tan's first reaction; wah! xinhui! I thought your mother very strict one! Can keep such long hair behid huh?(tugging my tail)

All I could do is; haiz.... No lah! my mother not strict one!

It was pertatic there, the foot pump was damaged by eric's aggresive pumping, the balloons were low in supply, and I have to use my mouth to pump it.

When to chih's there after the Bedok CC saga, rented movies and watched them. Left 2 more titles to watch.