Save me from this nightmare! I couldn't sleep for more than 7 hours. I seriously need sleeping pills. haha... No sleep = full of nonsense.

Just realized I got a very mono life. Nothing is in it. Just 3 names to myself, some cute looking gundam toy models, some books, and nothing much. No big achievement in my life, no bronzes, no slivers, no golds, no participation in sports. No love to speak of, no courageous acts to mention of, no acts of bravery worthy of a medal.

I'm just a simple me.

All I got is a family, some friends, some toys, some gadgets, some senses.

But no life changing mission, no encouraging of others.

It has been a lousy life, and I hate it sometime.