Adpating back to the normal 12 to 8am sleeping pattern is tough. A clear message to all those starting school in a month's time, start sleeping early NOW!

Just spend my time shopping yesterday and did not know what a causal shopper i am.

GRH! lost sleep and blogging at 7am.

>.<

GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE! I was just listening to cyndi wang xin lin's songs on my itunes. This RANDOM thought just came to me and I decided to blog about it. She has a sweet voice, pretty face and a nice but short body( chih will love it =X)

BUT! In real life, she is not all the cutie pie we actually see on TV, promo, album pictures etc etc.
In real life, she is a strictly no nonsense lady, over protective person.

she leads a double personally... Don't you feel tired at all?

Not to insult her, she has a great voice and I enjoy listening to her songs, but when then can we see the other side of her on TV?

Just discovered this. ( THE GREAT DISCOVERY OF BIRDY KWEK!) listening to Michael buble's kissing a fool really makes you sleepy! HAHA!
I was just telling chih that if I would publish a book called; " a crapper's guideline and a introduction of Birdy's law ", it sure will get banned by the gahmen before it would hit the selves! LOL, it will destroy people's mind with immediate effect!

chicky was giving me a African proverb, he was trying to make himself like got so much ink.( I got more ink! )

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle awakens. He has only one thought on his mind: To be able to run faster than the fastest lion. If he cannot, then he will be eaten.
Every morning in Africa a lion awakens. He has only one thought on his mind: To be able to run faster than the slowest gazelle. If he cannot, he will die of hunger.
Whether you choose to be a gazelle or a lion is of no consequence. It is enough to know that with the rising of the sun, you must run. And you must run faster than you did yesterday or you will die.
" This is the race of life."
- African Proverb

It is official, my dear is my handphone and my dear dear is my xbox. HAIZ, I don't have any real dear( u guys should get the meaning lah).

I was playing my dear dear till 5am in the morning and while I was busying crashing my opponents' car towards the railing( I was forgetting how to slide! I think I forgot to brake and change gear), I thought to myself; should I stay up longer to wake my brothers up for school? FORGET it lah! Then I switched off dear dear and when to bed, racing though the lines.

zhng my camp

HAHA, just watched 'zhng my camp' created by one blogger by the name of Cai. This crazy video is created by him and some other boy's bridge camp buddies in some adventure camp, and is molded after mrbrown and mrMiyagi's zhng my car! Damn hilarious, worth the time watching, and a nice kick start of the day.

Last night I have a terrible time sleeping. It could be due to my old pillow or the stupid cranky old wall fan, GRH GRH GRH all night. Woke up at 5am (can tell because my mum started her noisy ironing), woke up at 6.30am again (can tell because my brothers are packing up, and kicking up a disaster) and woke up again at XXam (canÂ’t tell this time, no noise). In the end got fed up, switch off the crazy old fan and when to sleep for another 1 hour (it was crazy to sleep without the fan, it got so warm that I woke up quickly and air my room, got so stuffy!)

After I woke up, decided that I have to fix my fan fast! IÂ’m till gonna slack in this outrageous slacking room of mine!

Went to the multi-purpose room next to my room, found the lubricating oil, dismantled the fin from the fan, and squeezed the life out of the bottle of oil. THERE! FIXED! After which, I found that I have no more mood to sleep after all the morning activities I had.
Switch on the computer and read Ivan's blog and saw the link to Cai's video, WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START A MORNING!
Ok, now on yesterday's stuff. Woke up at 11am++ yesterday morning although I slept at 4am, playing my dear Xbox. (Xbox, not xbox360, although my birthday and the Sg's xbox360 clash on the same day, stupid Microsoft, don't want to give me 1 for my birthday, and should give me 17 games with it too!I'mIm 17 now) HAHA!) Then did my usual morning stuff and cooked my lunch of instant noodles and 2 hardboiled eggs (a note to all the lazy ladies who rather don't eat then cook: a hungry man is a lazy man; start learning to cook lah!) switched on the computer and logon to msn. OMG! Saw Bao logging on moments later (bao is known to sleep very long), what is going on? Turns out that he was feeling unwell and decided to visit the doctor later. Then chicky MSNed me to go over to his place to slack with the gang, then jio Amanda too.

Then got jio-ed my my sister to go tm to walk walk, then I bathed, changed and bounced out of my house, and when to Tm eat, walk, talk, slack. Then I when to try xbox360, wah! Great feeling sia! But then it was ridiculously expensive lah! (PSP is cheaper, but then I need to know how to install the hacking program to play pirated games heehee)

And when over to isetan to talk cock with my colleagues, yi shan and Carolyn. Rushed over to chih's place soon after that. When I got there, Amanda said; 'your here! Ok I got to go now! Bye Bye everybody!'
"WTF!?"
go home after I reached....LOL Then continued to slack at there, watched john played the PS2, then saw Bao getting ready to take his photo shoot, slacked around and waited for dinner.( it is like bo liao lah, I was hungry damn quickly lah, just ate my lunch with jean at Tm at around 3.30pm++ and got hungry at 6pm++ how to jian fei ??Shouldld have eaten as much as I could at lunch! HAHA! )

I was reading my primary 6 form teacher's blog just now and it really brought back those fond membories that I enjoy 5 years ago.
Then i start to think back, have I really showed appreciation towards this wonderful & marvollous teacher of mine? Sadly, then answer is a no.
Rewinding back to about 4 years ago, where i just entered bedok view secondary, I simply refused to visit her although my ex-classmates ecouraged me to go. ( i even heard that she cried because i did not visit.) I was hard hearted, cold as ice, just simply refused strongy; i don't want to go!

Now, reflecting back, I was stupid to do this.

Tears just flowed out. Hope she will be the greatest teacher, and mature more teasures to the society!

I also saw my primary school maths teacher and the form teacher from the next door class! They still look the same! HAHA! Do all teachers look the same in 5 years down the road?

Although my this dear teacher of mine will never have a chance to read my this little tiny blog, I still want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. THANK YOU MISS CHIA!

when u light a lantarn for others, u light up your own life too.

hmmm, yesterday marks the final day of the metro expo sales. Everything was quiet cheap there especially the lingerie according to my female friend( LOL! haha 3 for $10 ! )
Well, it was fun at there, the place is near my house, it is big, well chilled, well ventilated, got some pretty girls to look at.
On the other hand, the customers are bad, some got bad breathe, bad attitude, the food is expensive and it is not really that fantastic, it was tiring.

OMG we saw jun jie today! My school's peer leader senior(asst. head), he is now in SP year 2, and has ah beng hair like me! =) haha. junhao saw him at first; eh, bird that guy look familar, our senior rite? ' Who, who?? the levi's guy?; i replied quicky. ' u go take a look...'

OK!

step by step, pretending to tend my booth, then he also turn! AH! U, why your hair like that liao, walks over rub my hair, AHHHH!!! my hair!!!!

OMG, u grown fatter, school no gym for u to use huh? no lah busy only lah, my mum say i look better when im fatter, u also grown fatter mah, *actions indicating my cheeks grown bigger*

HHAHAHAHA, he keep saying the lee copper promoter is not his char bor!, but we saw him placing his arms around her hips!, which friends only can do that?? LOL

hmm, how to start....rafidah say i got nice hair! LOL, my punky hair got apprecated! im so happy with that!
the aunty working with me is so funny! LOL she said the sizes must write it out on the price tags so the customers can read! LOL, must write BIG BIG hor!
EXPO"S FOOD IS EXPENSIVE LAH! damn it, bk is way cheaper by the way. so madding. >.<
and there is no CHIO BU to look out lah! wah lao, we three lonely souls got nothing to look at!

I'm tired. haiz, so moody after work. Nothing much to say about, nothing to dream about, just to lame naturally as it goes by....

work was, tiring, dull, boring, non-eyeopener, sleepy.

i was there... =_=, half eye open, half eye close

and now, im here blogging when i am tired. what the heck happen to me.

and i cant learn the drums liao bah, im off to NDP training in kranji camp, gonna get the kranji enterance pass from the military soon!

Since I have decided to learn drums if I did not get into the Soka's NDP performance. So please give me a set of drum sticks if I tell you guys that I'm gonna sign up for this classes.

Well, since amanda do not really understand what I'm writing here in my blog. I decided to be more clearer with my ideas.

Got my hair cut yesterday, clearing my ear area was the most important part for my hair. Then jazreal helped me to settle the instructions part and then the stylist happily start cutting.

SIP, SIP, CUT, CUT, SIP, WAXING, RUBBING, GRABBING.

then i put on my specs

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH BENG!( not verbally lah)

was not very me, but then decided to try something new. After a few moments, nah, such a bad idea.

So next time you see the blur looking chao ah beng, that guy must be me okay? Must say hi hor! LOL!

OK. i have decided. If i do not get posted for NDP training....
I will go for drums lesson!! MUAHAHAHAHA

give me a set of drum sticks thanks!

this feeling has gone so wrong
facing my back on you while u are gone
cheated on you while u think about me.

now i am so guilty.

I was in the mist of heavenly feeling
that's the time i picked the phone up
it must have hurted u badly my dear
i drowned myself in beer
just to think what have i done wrong
just to think what have i done so wrong


haha, don't know what i'm writing this time. give me more ideas in my tag
thanks!

I got nothing to blog about much this few days. Sigh................
This thought suddenly dawn a upond me...................

nvm.

i want to crap like i use to when i am in sec3.................................................

I SAW FLYING BOX YESTERDAY!

serious, no joke. The box of don't know what, dropped from 4th story of isetan scotts to the 1st story of the departmental store.

Isetan scotts IS HUGE, did'nt know that. LOL! And the staff canteen sells food for the staffs/visitors/promoters! wah SHIOK! and at regular hawker centre price too!
It was also the longest period of time working since i entered this trade. ( damn it, 13 hours on foot leh.. after removing the time taken for slacking and meal breaks)

DAMN it, i bluff myself. Thought got chio bu to see in isetan private sale, but it turns out to be full of people older then me. The ladies' department was heavoc! they love to make mess and line up just to try on clothes.

ISETAN SCOTTS SUCKS!

Time to be cheerful!!!

haha... when to the hospital to visit my dad today. He got a mild heart attack and has been transferred to normal ward now.

I just realized something. All chio bu(s) are weak. Weak in health i mean.

I saw lots and lots of chio bu in the hospital clothes.

HAHA.... im being lame.

but im so confused... she is confused too. he is confused too.

we are confused.
AND....
we are tired too.

i wanted to be emotional but i could not. i want to lift the weight off but i could not. i wanted to cry but i could not. i keep feeling helpless and wanted to call for help but i could not. All i could do is to put on a mask. my dao mask.

Just relised that i have forgotten how to cry...

Remembering the days when i was in primary 4, i used to cry every time when i have social studies lesson. This was because my teacher always called me names and bullied me. Unable to stand this verbal abuse, i just cry... Since then, i promised to myself. Forget how to cry.

Although i maybe be smiling all the time, it is never the same me in the inside...

Heck with what i feel, most importantly is that the people out there never feels my saddness and sorrow. My happiness can share but not my saddness.

If one day i would break down... Please never tell me how strong i am...

If one day i would break down... Please console me...

most importantly, support me.

yoZ! today was fun, fun and more fun. When to katong shopping centre to sing karaok with junhao, bohan, suling and jean. Soon after, john, bao and devin came over.

Well, today, my idea was to make her more cheerful after her throat infection. Thus agreed to treat her today.(in the end she paid before she went home as she felt that she sang alot today)

And there she goes.... Singing non-stop... And i gave junhao high difficultly songs the moment we arrived there...

Sian... i always chao siah... But then the moment the girls when home... HECK CARE! sang Sun Wu Kong, one night in bejing, she will be loved, this love, lian ai ing, and much much more. i certianly enjoyed myself very much.

Tried to impress but i fail badly... MUHAHAHA, must pratise my Hello Angel, Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta, An Jing, Tian Kong and maybe Kiss Goodbye!

Waiting for my round two! Fight!

im very very very afriad of girls crying, especially any female friends of mine, of no reason, a sense of guilt and helplessness roll into my soul...

WOOTS!!!

At young lions today, wah... road traffic duty today for me!! followed the lao da down to the road... with the bright orange vest with reflective strips on it... Geared up with the ultra big, black walkie talkie. I was set to control the roads and the people too!

CRRRR..! testing testing... Joe.. test .. people test. EH cannot listen. EH never switch on ah?? Oh ya! LOL. eh u block the people there. Dont let them cross till i say Ready?! BLOCK!

MUAHAHA... stupid sun.... sian.

wanted to go disturb somebody today since i was at her area. but then her reply was; i want to sleep. Dont disturb me. sigh.......................................

nevermind... i will pass that area very frequently, next time then disturb her bah!

I have randomness of mood. yeh, worse then girls' pms mood swings.

ok. forget about that. Actually i have almost forgot about updating my dear little sweet and cute blog(credits to a 14 year old girl ).
As for today and yesterday, i have been attending the gakkai's activities. Hey, u guys might ask, what is gakkai? Hmmm..... Actually i'm from a religon based organisation called the Singapore Soka Association(or SSA for short), where we(the members) pratice the faith of Nichiren's Buddistism, where about 150++ nations and territories are also praticing. Then globally, the SSA and the other Soka organisations of each countries belongs to this international NGO ( non govt organisation) called the Soka Gakkai Organisation.
Then on friday, i went to chih's place to have the regular talk cock sessions with everybody in the gang. Mahjong, Ps2, food were the regular concerns of our mind. But sadly, i have to go off at 7pm to attend my buddist study enterance exam lectures. BUT i went there too EARLY. damn it. So i called kah kiat, my chapter leader and he was at the interchange to wait for elvin and the rest!( and they came late as usual). So i decided to call sufong down to talk cock, in order to kill time.
Then on saturday, i when to the Soka youth centre to attend the exchange meeting with the students from the Soka uni of Japan(and they speak funny english. >.< ), well, it was enriching, but abit sian ah. Then after that we when off for steamboat which we ate like siao.

O. and jean is sick. sian, cant jio her to go out on monday. sian.........

IM BORED AT HOME....
IM ROTTING TO ASHES.....

and i have young lions activities on sunday mornings....
sunday mornings are days which i have to wake up early. sian. but ok lah. but then sian. nvm.

I WAN TO GO CHIONG WITH PPL on monday!!!! CHIH HAVE AMPUTATED HIS TOE!! OMG!

wah, this morning is so hiong, first time in my posting holidays i wake up SOOOOO early just to do something useful. SOOOO proud. >.< Im one lucky bastard, and when to my first choice. MUAHAHAHAHA

first post

eh... bird here ah, this blog is to... KILL TIME!!! time must DIE!!! MUAHAHAH