The balance in life

The balance in life


Sometimes I feel that I'm being torn down into bits
Yet, otherwise running through my mind, it's just itchs

I never knew that this was coming,
life looked quite the same to me.
But they had started leaving, partying to a null
Halting all the music, erasing the pre-excitment.

Sometimes I really feel that I don't know,
getting it linked back to me.

All I got is to myself.
I'm not there anymore

What's that again???

School has started. It's awesome.

At least I get to see my classmates, my friends again. My holidays really sucked with all those working hours.

Leading a stupid life.

And not doing my Gundam for the 2nd holiday again...

14 October 2007

Gosh!

It has been close to 30 days since I had last blogged. I gotta update it regularly to let me remember what I had done since the opening of this tiny portal.

Ok... From 17 September:

I became a administrative 30 days contract employee in this small company. I don't want to disclose much but I could say it deals with data regrading demographics.

A nice decent pay check plus a already familiar working environment. Why not? So I hopped on this valuable opportunity.

Actually, come thinking to it... pushed it to me. Got no chance to say what I want.

Then it was a hectic yet slacking work. I had to do the administrative, getting the cash, office hopping, box shifting, flower buying, data processing, solo out field work.

I did learn something. I had changed. I became more lazy. I didn't realize it at first, but a casual talk with my direct department people; "Joe, you have changed. You became more lazy..."

Oh no... Yes, I think I have really became lazier. My quality of work has declined, I was focusing less on work. My heart is not at work.

I have lost in this holiday. Not because I didn't have a job. It is because I didn't put in 100% in my work as I would in my studies.

And I didn't meet up with my friends.

Prata anybody???