30 June 2006

Today is a rather hectic day. Did not sleep much because I wanted to prove something. So I was looking for something to do from 1am to 3am. In the end I fell asleep in my bed.

Woke up at around 6am. My sleep was rather a "lying down and wake up" type of sleep. Trying to describe a non deep sleep. Prepared myself for the day by bathing, morning call jean for breakfast, got dressed completely, read the newspaper(something rare I can do in once a full moon.)

But then the sleeping beauty wants to sleep more. Ok, let her sleep more bah.( My mother was already cooking breakfast, so still got something to eat.)

Went to school an hour early to celebrate Yat Ling's birthday, didn't wish her though. Because I felt that I must wish somebody on their special days with my fullest and most heartfelt "birdy energy" ( I crapped it out, forgot the word I wanted to type.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAT LING! =)

Then it was Ndp training again. Felt rather weird because I did not bring my prop. It is so BIG lah, how to bring? So I have to stimulate the prop was there.( If I continued more, I think I have found a very good part time job - a mine)

26 June 2006(2)

真的对不起！陈婉君， 我真的很对不起。
Jean! I am really sorry about what I have said about your dearest hubby in pearly white armor. Forget what I said about it ok?

This is what happened.

Jean's dearest hubby broke down while she went off for her dinner. When she returned, she found it was dead. She cried and called me up. She asked me not to laugh at what she wanted to tell me. In the end, I still laugh. ( I'm too evil. haiz...)

The next evening, I got to know from her that her hubby is back in operation. In bid to explain her laptop sudden malfunction, this is roughly what I sms her in return.

Actually your hubby got MC lah, you didn't let him rest rite?
That one is mc, but then his mc so fast. Stupid com, dunno how to make use of the mc to make his lao po show tender loving care.

And I accessed the Prince of flirting with my lao po and my lao po beaten him up in defense.

And I countered back about my imaginary theory of he flirting with my Lao Po.

And I carried too far.

Sorry...

This is what I have composed lately.

I know these words just means nothing to you.
Nothing I say could hold back all those tears
I know they can not contain all the fears
To bring back the trust in me.

28 June 2006

My ' I want to transform myself, from Ah Pui to Ah Fit!' plan has not started yet. When will it start? I'm not sure about that myself. Maybe after my left nee has heal itself?

My left knee is cranking up a little these few days.

I managed to survive through lessons today. Perhaps it was due to the fact that my lessons for today was till 1pm? Nevertheless, I survive today's school. So I went shopping with bao, junhao, wan kian after school. Amanda and wilbur caught up with us later at the heeren. Shopped at flesh imp because bao has a VIP birthday discount. But then my T-shirt was already on discount. So no further bargains. My T-shirt is rather plain, which fits my personality perfectly. I'm plain and simple. So what?

Simple me is up for sale in this GSS! who wans?

27 June 2006

If I would score well in this term test, I have one person to thank. This classmate of mine is lalita lau. She is one darn clever person lah! Score so high in every test she takes and still maintained the same old blur blur look!

Forces us to study hard to catch up with her. zzzZ

26 June 2006(2)

Well, I am blogging for the 3rd time today. Everybody seems to be so busy and naturally it is so darn rude of me to seek their attention when I need it. Everybody need their own quiet moments right?

Right now, I think the guys around me are in a race of LOVE. My classmate have problem with the girl he wants to chase, another classmate's msn nick shows his desperation to impress a girl. The 3 brothers I knew since young are all attacted(I think.). Another 2 soka friends also have problems with their girls.

I cant deny that I am in this race too.

Then come thinking about it. I am the most 'hum' one. Or am I?

Ok enough about this. Let's talk about something much more important. Your HEALTH. Although this is a much discussed topic since ages ago. All the diet programmes, the health journals and publications. Then comes the excerising programmes. The fitness products. HEALTH is VERY IMPORTANT. Let me stress the words VERY and IMPORTANT.

I am just a 17 year old guy who looks old and my health sucks! My face looks greenish after I wash it. My back is full of body pimples and scar. And I am over 10% overweight( this one I not sure. Last time I weigh myself, it was 79 to 82 kg) Dangerous huh? And to think that you guys think that I have great stamina and muscle built.

Friends have been asking me to go for gym, weekend football matches and jogging but I have countlessly turned them down by cooking up some terrible excuses till they where sick of them. They have expressed their concern but I turned it away.

But then this has changed my mind about maintanting my health while I am still young and while I still CAN manage. Quoting from mrbrown's article in TODAY newspaper " I told her I did not want to watch my kids grow up from a hospital bed." It has struck fear into me, enforced the concerns of my friends. I need to stay healthy and fit!

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26 June 2006

I am SHAGGED! First day of school after the 2 week long term break proves to be so overwhelming! First lesson, HAP; listened to Queen's I was born to love you to kick start my mind. Slowly and slowly silp into semi knocked out mode. Second lesson, Effcom; using the computer for blackboard learning. Also got sleepy after finishing 2 blackboard lessons. Lucky he let us go off early so I can go grab some breakfast. Breakfast; I eat so slow! Ah gong and eddie were waiting for me to finish my chicken rice! But the problem is I ate it first and eddie got add more rice! Dfund lab: Ok lah! but then I never finish my troubleshoot lab report!

I think I shall not continue anymore because it is boring.

I got A+++++++ for engin maths lah! First time! SHIOK AH!

I am certified HARDWORKING! If you guys don't get it, nevermind.( So am I still certified hardworking today?)

But then I never finish my homework lah!

25 June 2006

Today's Ndp Combined Rehearsal was ok. Although it was very messy as it was the first time the whole Ndp parties were involve. Let me see... There was Nan Hua High School( they have girls! At last Ndp for me does not equal to all males! ), then one school which I don't recognize and of course the People's Association. There were also many more groups, but I don't know where they belong to.

Actually Ndp is very slack compared to what the colonel described it as it would be. We killed time by talking about world cup.( what can u expect from a group of all male? Football of course!)

And I'm proud to present this: Soka is the largest group to participate in this NDP! We have 100 female members in the People's Association side and 1200 male participants presenting the Soka itself. Well done!

At last I got food from the sponsors! Pizza Hut! But they serve dinner too early. 5pm++ serve dinner. Everybody was complaining HUNGRY in the middle of the rehearsal.

Remember to support NDP 2006. Because 1) It is going to be the last NDP held in this present National Stadium. 2) I am in it.

HA! Support NDP ok?

24 June 2006(2)

My lighting prop is not working! The 4 lights! The multi-switcher! The 5 light buttons! Then main switch! Haiz... What can u expect from the Guards?

24 June 2006

HA! Usually is ME who nags at my younger cousin. Now it is her turn. Lets see how well she nags after my consistent nagging.

This 表妹 of mine actually enjoy Blink 182! THE HORROR! GASPS! Actually I also enjoy Blink. HA!

Remind me to intro her Do As Infinity!

23 June 2006(3)

Youtube sure has lots of trash and lots of gems!

Check this out. She has great voice. Unique. Nice. Addictive.

click on this link

23 June 2006(2)

Here I am, slacking in front of my 老婆. I have some stuffs not completed and some stuffs I would wanna do but I didn't do. Remember my to-do list I did before the term break starts? Well, I think I completed only 2 or 3 of them only. Haiz...

Submitted my CDS form this morning. Why nobody choose music? 音乐是我。我是音乐.
Although I know nuts about music, but music is in me!

This is what I have choosen: 1) Music: expressions & applications
2) Introduction to OTC medication
3) Introduction to language & Culture( jap)
4) Introduction to Project mangement
5) Using Internet as a research tool

23 June 2006

I'm one happy boy now! Finally got my Do As Infinity Do The A side album. Muahahaha after countless of months.

Today's training was rather slack. This is the last national day parade being held in this national studium! Get your hands on some tickets guys! ( actually if u seat with the ministers, you can see my face. LOL! )

Finally got my crop! YEAH! But then we looked like a groups of china men. ( 我们飘洋过海，来到了新加坡。lol...)

21 June 2006

Another dull unsystematic day has passed again. It seems to me that term breaks are meant to rot at home or hang out with your buddies.

I hate the fighter jet which just flew over my block just now. It is darn noisy.

Well, don't bother changing the way you guys address me. Be it Bird, Xinhui or even Joe. Just stick to what you refer and feel comfortable in.

Argh... I have a weaker stomach now. At least I can start cutting down on the amount of food I'm eating everyday.

Term break is left with 4 more days and that is 96 more hours to go. What have you guys been doing and how's your life now?

20 June 2006

Actually I'm quite bored with people referring me as bird. What if I pass away and the papers put my real name without my handsome face on it. Then how will you guys know it is me? (just kidding about the newspaper thingy)

我的名是郭薪辉。And I'm proud to share it with you guys because that is my only living memory of my ahgong.

He passed away when I was 8. He died of stroke.

My chinese name simply means new glory. ( 薪 = new* got the 草字头because I was born in the year of the snake. 辉 = glory.)

So call me Xin Hui and I'm glad that my ah gong gave that name to me.

19 June 2006

我的病好多了！
No more vomiting, no more weak feeling. Can use the computer without feeling giddy! But my hands still feel cold. Nevermind. At least I can use the computer although my typing sucks now.

Wanted to play Pangya just now, but I should not. Later get giddy how?

But I cant continue to update myself on world cup. Cant watch world cup at people's house, Cant stay out for very long. I almost wanted to faint in the streets last night. Got the vomiting feeling and all the shit feelings.

18 June 2006

Hello people. I'm sick. I missed out alot of fun. I cant go for young lion's duty today. I do not feel well to travel to Orchard to watch Slient Hill with my class. Lets hope I can get well around 6pm. Then I can attand SD concert later.

17 June 2006

Soka Youth Centre(SYC) duty was still as slack as ever. BUT not for long! Student Division(SD) Concert preparations where done there. As soon as after we ate our dinner, the In-charge of the day, Sheng Long says; eh, lets go help them.
Being part of SD, I could'n say no when Sheng Long and Ronald started to help in the packaging of the souvenirs.
Sigh... But the SD concert people gave us drinks, so not bad.
Packed up and cleared the area, Sheng long checked the building before we locked it up and left for home.

Project in the afternoon and Ndp in the evening! World cup research at the night!

16 June 2006

Never try to do this again. Went to chih's place to watch worldcup. Stayed up till 5am. Slept and woke up at 10.30am. Followed the rest to collect their winnings and to bet on today's match. Then went to bank to safeguard our money. Headed back to simei to buy lunch and went back home to use computer till it was time to go for training.

After training at kranji, went to block 802 for some supper with the rest. Then headed up to elvin's place to watch world cup or to play with the jack Russell( he bit a hole in my sock. zz) Waited for him to change and the whole gang headed to Ronald there to watch worldcup. Took bus 8 from Tp there and I saw I0601 guy at there. Nevermind.

Restocked our football rations at block 201's 7-11 and walked to ronald's place.

Ronald's dog is one fierce bitch. There are 2 dogs( I don't even dare to go and piss)
Watched till 4.50am and walked home from there.

And here I am, my muscles refusing to work normally but my head is still as clear. I physically deflated but mentally sharp. And I got SYC duty in the evening. Tanjong Paga here I come!

15 June 2006

Happy Birthday Jonathan!

Germany vs Poland was an exciting one. The gang was trying to pronounce the german players' names. The name damn cool and nice to say lah.

After the match, we waited for the review. Germany got the upperhand, but Poland have a very soild defence. The 91 min goal was a well waited one for.

14 June 2006

Got out of my house. AT LAST!!!

Caught Garfield 2 with the people at TM. Funny and enjoyable. Let's hope my class does not decide to watch the same show this coming Sunday.

I'm so damn blur! Planned a steamboat for jon's birthday and I got training on that day! Damn it! I want to go eat steamboat but I cant skip training!

Tommorow's events : Jonathan's birthday dinner at Bugis while I go for training at Kranji. Clash in shopping trip at bugis can?

13 June 06

School holiday's in but it is kinda boring. Let me recap what I did on the first day of school holidays.

I woke up, it was around 11am i think. Booted up my computer and when into the kitchen to hunt for food. Ate my breakfast-lunch while using the computer. Played some rounds of Pangya(a online golf game) then headed to the kitchen to return my plate to the sink. Looked around the kitchen again and I remember the bananas in the fridge. Ate 2 bananas and looked around. Watched TV and headed to the kitchen again. Cooked a mega big omelette. 3 eggs + mixed vegetables + some milk, salt, pepper, light soy sause + low fat cheese. It's so big that i have to fold it into a prata like shape. Prepared my mayo sause of mayo + tomato ketcup. Ate it with rice. AHhhhh... So satisfiying.

Watched more tv and more games.

In then end. I washed to dishes.

haiz... T-T

11 June 2006

I feel lethargic today. I guess performing road duty in the rain saps energy. My shoe got drenched. Nevermind.

Got discouraged after duty today. Could be the inconsiderate drivers or it was me? I guess it was a two party fault. I didn't ask where they wanted to turn, they didn't signal where they were going.

Chief treated me lunch today. But I feel guilty now.

Destressed in the car on the way back from ahma's. Got my dad and mum siao. LOL...

lethargic today... I gonna hibernate soon.

9 June 2006

End of term test! * insert hard gay's trademark HOO~! Here*

HAP was fucked up. Nevermind. Went to Sim Lim Square for the 2nd time in the week. Poor Swee Lee... He have to change the new mp3 that he bought twice! When for lunch($10 bucks just flew always.) and shopped awhile around bugis street and Seiyu and went home to play Pangya.

Play and play, play and play. 7pm! Shit! Meeting the guys at tampines MRT at 7.45pm for steamboat at bugis(again.). Bathed and chionged out of the house. Today, don't know for what ever reason, everybody very high. Must be the overdose of watermelon we had.
OH! Saw Jingting and Angeline at there too! ( actually they spotted me first. Then when I walked passed, XINHUI! Eh? *ni shi shui? in my mind* O... chey...
Haiz...
AH jean ah.... I saw u today. When u where walking toward the overhead. I was near the ATM slacking.

I was looking for a certain blog post by blinkymummy just now. It was kinda about girls' attitude towards guys and what their words meant. I used to snare at that post, but I kinda feel it is true now. Etc: brother -> friend only. Want me to be your gf, fat hope.

Pls read blinkymummy's blog. It's that enriching that you need.

8 June 06

Well... Tommorow's the last paper for me for term test. Wish me luck. I kinda regret not studying some parts of HAP yesterday.

I kinda saw so many familiar faces today. Saw Yi Jian, Jazreel( she didnt saw me.), Yin cheng and Yiling, Jean, Raymond( his term test damn on. 5pm!).

Shagged after hours of studying and playing in Tp library.

7 June 2006

I'm a sleepy monster now. My eyelids are heavy, my legs are lazy and my body sore from the lack of rest. Term test seems so demanding. Why? I guess I have not been constantly revising. My mugging would then seem so 'demanding'. Next test. Human Anatomy and Physiology or HAP in short.

My list of to-do(s) in this term break:
1) Assemble my strike freedom gundam
2) Complete HAP project
3) Solve my write tutorial problem
4) Wash and mend my old pair of shoe( got hwee~ling you know? )
5) Buy a new handphone cover, be it the same colour or white colour
6) Karaoke
7) National Day Parade rehearsals and training
8) Buy the new headset that's coming out soon
9) Revise my work
10) Play.

All work and no play makes a simple, plain Joe more dull...

I kinda miss my childhood. Yeh, when I was young. Wo xiao shi hou...

I remember this well, in kindergarden school. We were drawing the Singapore flag! Teacher can draw stars perfectly well and beautiful! Then our turn to draw in our books. I cant draw stars! Then my classmate thought me how to draw. Then got headache from rubbing the in-between lines in my stars. ( basket, is those shortcut drawing of stars. Then got 5 stars to handle. Blur me...)

And this is so stupid. Me and my brothers doing some werid experiments with the electricity sockets. And the house got blackout! ( I'm sure we are the cause of it, and im sure we got shocked by electricity. I guess this is how I got my werid personnality.)

Haiz... Zhen bu xiang zhang da. Zhang da hou jiu you da ren de wen ti....

Dfund makes u wanna scream. Ckt makes u wanna dream. HAP makes u wanna heap!

I crapped this out while I was slacking off after studying a couple of hours.

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The world is so clam, but I'm so dumb.
Yet this seems so fun

Living in the world where stress would be desserts
The long stretch of grassland would soon be dirt
Conserve our land or soon it will be gone
And then where I shall grow my corn?

The world is always talking about money
But where's the humanity we all need?

Geez, I think I lost my non-sensical links

People here got the one night's sling
People there got all the bling
But here, I am trying to keep my room clean.

Today is my official AS day. And AS stands for being anti social. Busy.

This is so inappropriate. I have been thinking. If I would pass away, what should I do?

Firstly, I would donate my money away. Equal proportions to Bedok View, Singapore Soka Association and lastly to Temasek Polytechnic.

Secondly, donate my usable organs to anybody in Singapore who needs it. As long him/her will continue to live on and live strong and contribute to make Singapore a better country.

Thirdly, would anybody help me tell Blink 182 that they should try to be more meaningful? I would love their music more.

Fourthly, I would like to invite every of my friends to my funeral. No tears please. Tissues not provided. Please employ cook who can whip up a wonderful meal. So everybody who attends my funeral can enjoy their stay there.

Fifthly, a invitation card would be send to everybody.

Lastly, if I would to die single. Put some FHM, maxim magazine into my coffin, And dress me up in FULL cotton clothes. Cant image if I would wear something made of polyester and the plastic melts and scar my dead skin.

Most importantly, I must leave my final words on paper, I would go something like.... I love EVERYBODY! Live on and live strong. Muahaha.

Must definitely end with Muahahaha..